i got big news.
i resigned from work,hehe..i gave my notice letter yesterday, so i got one week left to work.
i wont be working after the raya holidays,YAY!

why i resigned,only a certain people know..and the family..

i won 2 Rizqun Sungkai vouchers, KALOK YO, i joined it for fun,liatliat dapat,haha..got it from the LoveFoodHateWaste
website..so later me and the boyfriend are going out for a delayed nice sungkaiing out together,haha..
we have sungkai's out before, tapi ke TK saja.haha, whats so nice in that?and out with my family.

I went to The Arch last night to see Farrah. Farrah is Alex's bestfriend, and me and her have gotten really close recently..
i still have yet to see Hariz..Azriah is flying off ke UK tonight, she was my Sociology Partner, Netball Teammate, and dengan becali.
not so close, but we've had our moments where we just sit and laugh,=p

Amal is leaving on 18th, so i'll have to go to airport again, and she was in the small group of close friends that i had.but its alright..
we went for our Sungkai gettogether at Capers, i'd say IM IN LOVE WITH MEAT!!!matii, all i wanted to do was eat the daging=S
yummy yummy i got love in my tummy,haha=D

The bestfriend's birthday is around the corner..i'm going to get her a book about friendship,haha i just got lame.but yeah, i dont know what else to get her
hmm..we're going to be celebrating at Rizqun that night..hehe=) iskii~ cubatah the next day i'm not working,haha

yawwwnnnn....i seriously feel hungry, i just remember i havent ate anything since sungkai,mati..aneroxic tah ku ni..shit i want meat.haaha
its so juicy and all, haha...argh stop,siasiapuun..

i wanna go ambuyating with Mimie, Sam, the boyfriend, Farisah and etc..haha..i havent done that with them..and i wanna go to Labuan and Miri with them too,
siukk!!!

i wanna sleep lah, haha, more like i wanna laze aorund in bed all day with the weather macam, all grey and bit of rain and alot of wind..siuk tuu...mata pun layuu=S
i need to get my haircut,my nails done,and few other things.
hehe..bah sangal ehh,i'm out.


Selamat Hari raya Everyone!
fisha

Tuesday, 8th September...
its 6months officially today since i've been proclaimed girlfriend of Mr. Alex Angel.

well awal udah, but this was the official day that he asked me to be his girlfriend..aww, at like 5.31 am, out at the balcony at Lodge, at my Birthday party
while everyone was partying, we were bonding.*emosi* haha

its 6 months for my 21st Birthday. lol, i know i shouldnt be counting, but i want to.=p
man, legal for everything next year,haha..udah atuuu, when i'm bored of most things.

My sister's 10th Wedding Anniversary is tomorrow..my niece, Amy's 10th Birthday was on last Sunday.

time travels so damn fast!

i realize that i've been in lack of sleep.i need to spend a whole day in bed, just lazing, and not getting out, with my handphone off of course.
its 2 more weeks and counting for Raya! i cannot wait, i have no idea why.. haha...i cant wait to go raya-ing with the boyfriend, that is going to be so new~ haha..and with Mimie them lot...

i have two new shoes, flats, one dark green and one white. hehe...i am opting for flats because of, the obvious.haha

i wanna deactivate my facebook account.furreeeaaall!!

i want chocolate lava from Cheezbox, Mango Cheesecake from Fleur-De-Lys, Chicken Pie from Express, Chicken Rice from ThienThien,
Express Chicken, Garlic Bread from Chill, Buttermilk Chicken from West Street and the kebabs from i dont know.

yeah, i'm craving. i want ice cream too, from Swensens.Sticky Chewy!!hehe...

i.am.going.to.die.if.i.dont.eat.soon.
*i'm not puasa-ing*

xoxo,
fisha

Its the 3rd day of September, and i still havent gotten my paycheck!
WHATTHEFKKKK?

nw this is pissing me off, i need money man! and i am on the verge of quitting this job.seriously!
but i wont, until i get a new one...mcm i asked for my paycheck the woman so rude again.like as if its her money..stupid

i'm not really in a good mood, well i havent been in one,haha..

Hariz is back but is leaving off to Jakarta on Saturday night, so ima see him for Sungkai on Saturday before he flies off.

RayRay is coming back soon, haha..i wont tell when, but yay~ hehehe...i cant wait to see that girl and go sungkaiing with her.

i swear i'm typing this to kill time.anyone got a better job offer?i am thinking of applying to a few more places, im not gonna say
what or where yet..but i hope its going to be more rewarding than this..i swear i'd do it even if i have to get out of the country to do it.haha..

i'm getting pissy.
fisha

its a tuesday, the first day of the 9th month of the year.the 2nd day of the week.lol, i'm blabbing..
anyway..the boyfriend left me here alone on Saturday and went down to Miri with Azeez. I was so mad at him coz like he promised that he'd be back that night but he didnt..
anyhooo, he made it up to me for it, hehe..


he bought me this beautiful white gold necklace, with this spiral and a little heart pendant, thanks sayang!=) and secret recipe cakes, which i gave one to his sister, and ate one with him,
there's another one at home, chocolate cheese i think.. hehe..and then, there was starbucks..Caramel Frappucino ehich i still haven't touched yet, coz i've been stuffing myself with so much food, i dont have space for it.
but ima drink it later before it gets thrown out,haha..and lastly, GUMMIES, from famous amos! speaking of which..

BABY, YOU DIDNT SHARE THOSE FAMOUS AMOS COOKIES WITH ME?!!!!YOU DIDNT EVEN OFFER,PFFT!

anyway..yeah i'm easy to please.anyway, so after sungkai, me, the boyfriend went to Empire with Feez and Finah..it was funny, like we had to shoo people away from the jacuzzi
and had to wait..skali datang the manager, i swear he wished that we were skinnydipping hahaha..so there we were changing clothes like its nobody's business coz the toilets were locked.hahaha

inda pemalu wah binibininyaaa!!!HAHAHA


monday, was...um...fun, a bit..haha..went aircon hunting, coz the one in my room's gone bust, and i cant afford another minute not sleeping in my room on my bed..i need my energy and space.and i cant keep on waking up to Amal (the Niece) hitting my face every three minutes!

ughh,grr!
i miss the boyfriend's bed, and his duvet.
i swear i wanted to kidnap it yesterday..but it was too thick to fit into my shirt.

i havent gotten paid yet, i want my money!I NEED MY MONEY! ima go to accounts later and ask for it,haha..i dont care...anyway, so if the cash comes out today, i'll be heading to Limbang with the boyfriend, Mimie and Sam to Sungkai there.

i've been craving for their pari and chicken wings i swear its killing me!!

i also need to get a few other things.like, shoes..and shoes..and some stuff.

i need my LG Prada before Raya.and i need to get my haircut, my nails done, and my clothes refitted.

i'm letting my nails grow, coz its time for a French Manicure!=D

i also need a new watch, anyone care to buy me a good investment? my chanel watch is still alive, *thank god* but it has few of its diamond studs missing and the straps dirty..i dont know where you get it cleaned here in Brunei.
hmm...

i want to find a new job. something more fun, and better..not something i sit around typing all day,nyeh.

i have to stop complaining and be appreciative.

i am thankful whaaat!

the iLotus reunion was fun, we should have another one at Capers soon, with the boys and all..that'd be nice dont you think?

Cant Wait!hehe..

my youtube has been updated, there are new vids,hehe..fishabismarck83 is the link..

i'm signing off,
loves..
fisha

p.s. wait for it, pictures next time, or just go through my facebook.i'm just lazy=)

my, oh, my my..i havent updated in ages! well it feels like it,i just dont know how i used to be able to keep up doing that before. hmm..

anyway, first off..
HAPPY RAMADAN PEOPLE!!!
cant wait for Raya,tsk.hehe..

now, 18th August, was Nena's birthday..followed by Dani which was on the 19th..
i find it so cool, that a couple can have a birthday one after another..
i dont know how they celebrated it, i havent seen them both in ages.. everybody's busy, we rarely have time for each other anymore... i havent even seen Andie in ages as well..pfft.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENA & DANI!!! be the funny strong couple you are as always and may both your dreams and wishes come true. much love, pijah.=)

it was my sister's Birthday on the 25th, along with pjul's.hee, i miss that boy to bits!cali lah ia....NIGGGGAAAAA~ haha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU BOTH!
HUGS!

and, the best news of all,
I'M UPLOADING PICTURES.HAHAHA..
i'm not sure which batch to start from..hmm~

.at the B-Mobile Talent Competition Auditions at Jade.


- me, baby, and finfin -

- doing what i do best with Andie -

- Nena, me & Andie -

anyway, this is it for now.
i'm at work,haha..lol..i'll upload more from home..

xx

the boyfriend is a big meanie!!!!!!!!!!

growls

i'm gonna get you baby!

.fisha, a game addict?.

not my fault. i swear, dont blame me.
i, am, a gaming addict.

on facebook that is.
i blame the boyfriend..
okay i blame me..
hahahaha..

brother's coming back tomorrow.yayy~

gonna head to TK in half an hour's time to minum petang with Dieqy, Riena, Gkrol and Jidah.and ofcourse, the boyfriend.

haha..he said i made him laugh coz i said i wanted to sell my shoes.HAHA.

whats funny about that?
hmm.